Searching, Looking, Seeking

Searching, Looking, Seeking

I decorate the walls

to pretend this is home

where is home the heart

lost alone wayward, it is.

…pain

…hurt

…anguish

its in my head, repeated

…pounding

…aching

…throbbing

my heart is

…missing

…missing

…missing

latch on

hold on

squeeze tight

never let go –

—–it can’t leave

drenched cloud over-head

standing by myself

…searching

…looking

…seeking

for what?

…self-pity

…whining

…weakness

get it out of your system

there is no time for this

just always

…searching

…looking

…seeking … for my heart